Domestically Violent Food

Okay onto day 5. Staying strong, still no sugar, not one slip up. I had to order pizza for work today and I LOVE PIZZA! I mentally prepared myself for the smell and the lure of the melted cheese and the pepperoni that i knew would be calling to me. I got two cheese lovers, a veggie lovers, Hawaiian and pepperoni. I also got a couple of salads for those of us that don't like...wait who am i kidding...won't/can't eat pizza. I looked at it, smelled it and wanted it. But I head straight over to the salad and went and took my place and I was really proud of myself. I feel like i won a battle...and it's those little battles that win the war! Normally I would have eaten probably 4 slices and then taken home the left overs and had 3 more slices when I got home. Then I would be sick and pissed at myself for eating all of that..I mean it tastes good but who wants to feel sick from it. It's like i have/had a domestic violence relationship with food. I love the bad stuff and I eat it and it hurts me and i keep going back for more. Who does that? The worst part is as i was eating it i knew that i was not going to feel good after and it didn't stop me at all. Well i am done with that. I feel like i am finally in the routine of this diet and so far i really like it. I'm not bloated, I have a lot of energy and I a losing weight! I have to keep it up!

Start Weight 5 Days Ago: 196.4
Weight Today 6:00 pm after eating a huge salad: 192.8

I'm taking myself to the spa when i get to 180!!

Quinn